I need to get laid, to put it bluntly. Haven’t been sexual since my last encounter with Jack some odd weeks ago. I crave kisses. I want a man’s hands to ravish my lonely body. But not just anyone. Sure. Sounds ridiculous. Sounds childish. But if I don’t let it out here, I’ll end up […]
A blunt roach in a torn Pall Mall Cigarette box clip touches my lips in between swigs of Coca Cola and Paul Jones whiskey. I blow out smoke into my phone screen whilst dancing fingers exude my inner lingerings. I’m searching for a high. I have to work in a few hours. As I sit […]
I just went to the first music festival/rave of the season. It was eye opening, in a sense. I went there with the intention of dancing like no body would watch, and to finally let go of all the pain that came with my recent breakup with Jack… We’ve officially stopped talking. It got too […]
Doesn’t mean I’m proud of it.
This song, “Hate My Guts” by Blackbear seems to fit my life atm. Amazing how random songs seem to do that during the course of life. Do you still like white wine, white wine At the right time, right time? Low lights Do you still hate my guts? Baby, that’s fine Do you still get […]
Oh dear. We’ve got an upset soul on our hands. And he’s out for blood. Hey guys. I’m a whore. You’re reading “Diaries of a Meth Whore,” correct? Jack should know I’m a flirtatious being. HELLO HE MET ME ON TINDER. Now he’s blasting me. And how I used to fuck with Al for my […]
I just cried in my salad, as I sat in my parent’s kitchen and realized that there… is a God. I don’t know how to explain it. I still believe in science, common sense, etc. But something higher than me is offering me chances time and time again to save myself. I hurt right now. […]
In the beginning, he looked at me with fireworks in his eyes. Meth took us over as humans, especially humans that knew how to love. It ruined us. It ruined me first, and I took him down with me, unintentionally.
I never wanted us to end…
Or at least that’s what one of my coworkers said.
Diaries of a Former Meth Whore. 