This past week has been full of itchy ears. I’m losing my hearing from my own scabby ears over-producing wax at the same rate I’m clawing it out. But that’s literal. Annoying. Stupid. But it’s a permanent part of my life. Otherwise, there is a saying. That if your ear randomly itches, that means someone […]
I’m drunk. Droplets of tequila anew. Night shift Woes reflecting off the dew outside kitchen windows That let in the early morning glow. It’s reflecting off my cat’s back. I extinguish another cigarette. Swig strawberry lemonade. Swig tequila. I have to piss. And whilst I do I reminiscence of a time much simpler than this. […]
Punishment. It’s a linger. A sudden drop of inhibition. A regretful switch of rage. Are we not all in some sort of cage? “Oh, darling, you’re my everything!” “Bitch, are you fucking hearing me?!” Tap. Tappity. Tap. Dancing fingers are braver than breaths taken. Only God can judge if we are awakened. Love can’t simply […]
I committed the ultimate sin. I could’ve murdered someone instead of this. A regular day. A regular week. Haven’t pissed my dad off in a while. So life is… Okay. I get in my car to go to work. Dad is in garage working on his truck. I see his coupe backed out into the […]
Doesn’t do shit.
So stop picking scabs.
It’s fucking hot.
But only if you’re fucking.
Caution to the slight of heart: NSFW
It’s a crazy world inside my mind. I’m completely aware, yet a tad oblivious. As always. I feel as if I’m stuck. Frozen in place, afraid of the future because I don’t know what it is. I overshare. But then I keep everything inside. I care too much what others think, but don’t take much […]
At least that’s how my dad describes me.
I feel like it’s my duty to be honest with something… And this is that something.
Meth whore. Meth. Whore. That’s me. The hot rail slinger. The cloud of orgasms. I am Velvet, the ice dragon. Princess? HA. I’m nothing than a drug addict battling for life. And losing is a gift of mine. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW, METH WHORE? Meth. Meth. Meth. Whore. Whore. Fucking whore.
Diaries of a Former Meth Whore. 