Month: February 2020

Written by montvelvet

Bravery means asking for help

Do I want to be right or do I want to be happy? The “I got this” mentality will lead me out to get high. Learning to accept that we do things wrong– how to simply feel it and deal with it- surprisingly seems to be the foundation of recovery, even happiness. This shit is […]

Written by montvelvet

Finding my faith

Fits of rage fill my arms- but I must prevail.  February 5, 2020 Today I am 30 days actually clean and sober. Even if it is but a small feat of accomplishment, I find myself proud. I find myself with more hope than despair for the first time in 12 years.  That doesn’t mean I’m […]